Alot of shit on my mind. . . the only way I know how to help myself is by writing. This actually has a really good flow to it as far as cadences and syllables, so I just might end up tracking this to something tonight. . .
Well I guess that's just the path you took
nevertheless yes, still its to the past, I look
to bring a smile to me quickly
so fast, I'm shook,
you lookin flyer then them girls
in them fashion books, ma,
I remember long nights
short flights to Vegas
fresh kicks
jeweled out just to show em we made it
sip wine with room service
no more worryin faces
now its all gone
but I aint lookin for a replacement
I'm chasin
after your love
and I aint scared to face it
I'm just worried
maybe you won't hear me
when I say it
wishin life was a tape
we can rewind and replay it
re-fine and re-say it
maybe we might be ok then?
you ready? baby say when
cuz I'm right here waitin'
right here, patient
never gotta front
its so real no fakin
and I hope you understand
whatever's pure to me is right
I'm only tryina bring a new sense of security to your life
hate to see you cry with that worried look up in your eyes
I try to make you smile while you still accusing me of lies
why?
is it because I'm so out of it?
I made some bad moves
and baby I aint proud of it
foot in a bad shoe
im tryina kick up out of it
got my head to the sky
but I'm only seein dark clouds in it
and then the night comes
cant be home
staring at the phone
listnenin for that damn ringtone
so instead I pop bottles
smoke the night away and smash
til the sun come up
wish I could smile today at last
all the wrong places
yea thats where you'll find me
somewhere fucked up
yup thats right where I'll be
blacked out
hit my arm up with an iv
breathe your life back into me
thats just what I need
on my james brown shit baby
come on and try me
dead red roses in my hand
askin why we
grew apart so quickly
and at a high speed
forgive my track record
I'm leavin that behind me
I thought i told you
I'm so sincere
this heres a testament to it
but how'd we get here?
I let it be known that losing you is my big fear
so much to the point that I'm losing my common sense dear
cant sleep at night no it aint no rest here
I close my eyes and see your face cryin
wishing for less tears
im sorry.
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