It's one thing to be grinding out 19 hour days. Its another thing to be running these 19 hour days with someone constantly on your mind, and THEN losing sleep for the same reason. I want to say I'm at my wits end, but I'm sure this isn't even close. I only wish things were different in the slightest form. Whats so difficult about that? Maybe it is difficult after all. But nothing is impossible, especially when I feel the way I do about the situation.
I started 2 new records last night, one of which is just about finished. . .But my favorite of the 2 is nowhere near complete. I started writing the melodies and vocal riffs on guitar, and recorded them straight into the session. So now tonight I need to put some lyrics into those pieces and make it fit the content of the hook. If there's one thing good coming from this crazy situation I'm in, its that it really does help create good music.
If at any time in your life you begin to miss someone, and you cant get them off of your mind EVER.... then maybe its because that's where they belong. And I really miss what I had.
anyway...Back to the gym I go.
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