A day off

Kinda. . . No workout. I'm being guided into this theory that one day mid-week off from the gym is best in terms of producing results, because you allow your body to accept the damage done and recuperate, therefore building the muscle and trimming the weight. I'm so on one over this new program I'm LIVING. New hours make for a totally different grind, giving me more time to do the things I need to do throughout the course of the day. Went to the eye doc today and finally got my vision situation on the road to being good again. I'm wearing contacts right now for the first time ever, and although I can see 20/20 it does feel kind of weird. I've got medium astigmatism in my left eye. . . and no glaucoma= no medical weed lol.

Tomorrow I'm upping my protein by 4 grams. Aiming for 22's. Already dropped 3 inches from the belt line. This shit is sooo disrespectful. I fuckin had sushi today. . . so I owe myself tomorrow. . .its about to go down.

SUPER SIDEBAR- I ALMOST LOST MY WALLET AT THE GYM YESTERDAY!!! FUCK!!! I had some extra time to kill after I got cleaned up so I went and layed down in the lounge area and watched some tv and in the process managed to have my wallet jump out of my pocket into a more comfortable spot on the floor. I didn't realize it until after I had left, but luckily I noticed in time to call the front desk and have them take a look for me. Had this happened at the location near the crib, my shit would have been long gone. I went and picked it up a couple minutes later. . . all cards and cash in tact. I can dig that.

I thought I saw her today at the gas station. . . kind of had me shook for a second and I got stuck, but it wasn't her. Just keeping busy to get my mind away from it, but it doesn't ever last. There isnt a single second that passes where my mind isnt trying so hard to concentrate on other things aside from her that all I can do IS think about her. She has no clue. Somewhere our signals crossed, and now its just a mess. I wish I could take it all away. People always preach about not having any regrets, and never wishing to take things back or do things over. . . but damn. . . i just want to rewind.


studio bound, I think. Still gotta finish what I started. Shit is coming out pretty cool,too.